every girls dream is tO find their prince..sUm1 hU's nice..gentLe and their dream gUy.. phew..lUckiLy..i fOund one..he's bin sO reaL..wenenvEr im wid him..i fiL special anD cOmpLit..his smiLe melt mY hart..wid everY eyes met,mY knees really quiver..wenever wer tOgether i fiL d whOle wOrld stOps..wiTh everY cOnversatiOns we had..i fiL it was d best mOment in mY life...
i pLan mY life with him..i have lOts of dreams fOr us..i see myself with him for the rest of my lyf..hOw pathetic.. wenever im inlOve..i see rainbOws..butterfLies..cOlOrs everY where..damn.same oLd me..a hOpeless rOmantic geek..haha.! hUwat.?
i thOught after findin mY sO-called prince..i wUd be happY..we will be hapi..=( bUt den..i realized dat Happiness is nOt merely findin a prince nOr livin in d castLe..iTs bOut lOvin and knowin' urself mOre..appreciatinG d piPol hU lOve anD cares fOr yOu..and prOving tO yerself dat u r wOrthY..anD deserve sO mUch mOre.. =)
after lOsing mY prince..the pain was unbreakable..i fiL weak..i cant eat..i cant sLip.. d tears is running down mY cheeks nOnstOp..i cant even breathe..its bin like a hell week..i fiL d wOrld was trUmbLing down..its killing me-to pieces. =(
but den..gOd give me light and tOld me dat every girl in dis world is a princess..and so am i..dat i have tO let my prince gO and find his way..dat things shUd be as it is..for he has better plans for me..i fil fine afterwards..i stOp crying and i stOp askinG qUestiOns.. i nOw smiled widOut a heavy hart ..i dOnt fiL bitter wid d perfect prince ive met..i know..if he was destined for me..he will xurely come back..bUt as of nOw..im livin my lyf as befOre..as a pincess-haha! =) well..im stiLL a princess..even after iv lOst my prince.. =)
well..iL bettah' find a knight in shininG armOr instead.haha.jUz kiddin. =) |